if...
if you knew the pain inside of me,
if you really
knew what it feels like,
you would only treat me with care
if you knew how deserted of love
my life has been,
you would only pour love on my heart.

I told you how much I loved you

and how much you loving me meant to me

I told you that if I looked at my whole life,

you were one of the best things that happened to me

I asked you to forgive me,

for all of the hurtful words I said

I only said them because I was so angry 

THAT YOU STOPPED LOVING ME

so you said "okay"

and I said "this is exactly why we are here"

we both went silent

you- because you knew I was saying the truth 

and me- because I knew that there was nothing left to say

why it so easy for you?

to replace me?

and to forget what we had?

why it so easy for you?

to ignore me?

just like you ignore a stranger

why it so easy for you?

to ruined my life?